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Paul Davis<\/h2>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n
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Issue 16<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Flash Nonfiction<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Mom folded laundry on the top of a dryer in our white ranch house in town. From the window, I could see the yellow lemon tree she\u2019d planted in the front yard years ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDo you want to be a politician or a businessman?\u201d she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She was always asking questions like this: \u201cWould you rather be tall and dumb or short and smart?\u201d  Or \u201cWhat is the meaning of life? Is there one meaning for all, or does it depend on the person?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPoliticians have a lot of friends,\u201d she said, placing a stack of towels in a plastic basket. \u201cThey can change things. But business owners have money. It\u2019s not true what they say about money. It can<\/em> buy happiness.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

We were neither rich nor powerful. My father worked as a grove foreman, overseeing gangs of migrant workers who pulled oranges from trees outside of town. On holidays, the crew boss\u2014a man with black shiny hair and impossibly clean fingernails\u2014brought my father tamales wrapped in aluminum foil. My father waited until the man started his truck before he threw the food in the trash.  Over the years, my father had learned several Spanish words and phrases. Si,<\/em> he said loudly. Puedes hablar m\u00e1s despacio? C\u00f3mo est\u00e1s?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

On weekends he golfed or fished for mackerel in the blue-green waters of the gulf. Sometimes he roped calves in dusty Florida rodeos. Middle-class poor, he lusted after new things: a Jack Nicholas putter, a roping horse raised in Texas, a power boat with a hulking black Evinrude motor. If the rest of the family wanted to join him on his weekend outings, he said fine, just don\u2019t get in the way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On weekdays my mother slept late. My pre-school meals featured Wonder Bread toast and Frosted Flakes. In the summers, she worked on 1,000-piece jigsaw puzzles or planted flowers in her backyard garden. She had a small bookcase in her bedroom, which contained the family Bible, a handful of Frank Yerby novels, and a paperback about the death of Marilyn Monroe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cThey say she was murdered,\u201d my mother said. \u201cThe Kennedys may have killed her. Or the mob.\u201d She shook her head. My mother was beautiful, too, with long, tanned legs and curly brown hair. \u201cPoor girl. She never had a chance.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Politics? Business? In 1971, I wanted only one thing: to escape the jungles of Vietnam. I was an 18-year-old high school senior with a low U.S. draft number. I kept a folded map of the U.S. and Canada in the glove compartment of my beat-up Chevy Nova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The older boys I knew had already come back from the war. They kept guns under their pillows or laughed too loud at bad jokes. JoJo Barwick lived a block over from me. A Viet Cong threw a grenade into his helicopter as he flew into a hot zone. JoJo grabbed it, cocked his pitching arm back, and hurled it. It exploded near his face and tore a piece of his scalp away. You could see the bare spot where an Army doctor stuck a metal plate in his skull. When planes flew over his house, he crawled under his bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I dated a red-headed girl whose brother went to Vietnam. His name was Robert. After I dated his sister a few times, he pulled me aside and said, \u201cDon\u2019t hurt her. She\u2019s crazy about you. If you hurt her, I\u2019ll come after you.\u201d He told me that he and the other soldiers pissed on the bodies of dead Vietnam fighters. Once, they captured a Vietnamese woman who stabbed someone in the troop with a knife. Some of the men in his unit wanted to shove a grenade launcher between her legs and fire it. He never finished the story. A few months after I stopped dating his sister, Robert tried to kill himself with a rifle. He put the barrel against his neck and tried to pull the trigger with his big toe, but his grip shifted at the last minute. The bullet missed his brain but severed a nerve, and he lost the use of his legs. After a few months, he got a motorized wheelchair, which he drove like a race car on a state road near his trailer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My greatest fear was being maimed. The Viet Cong threw bear traps in pits and covered the openings with branches and grass. They crafted punji sticks, too\u2014sharp, fire-hardened bamboo sticks hidden in holes. If a U.S. soldier stepped on the trap, a bamboo spear would be driven through his foot. At night, I dreamed of blood and tripwires. I froze, my right leg in midair. Which way?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The government never called my number. President Nixon started bringing U.S. soldiers home in the wake of anti-war protests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Of course, there were some dark moments that year, the year of questions. The Weather Underground exploded a bomb in the men’s room in the White House. The Knapp Commission investigated police corruption in New York City. My parents broke up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But mostly, the world returned to normal. Intel released the world’s first commercial microprocessor. Disney World built Cinderella’s Castle on swamp and pastureland in Florida. And workers in New York finished the World Trade Center’s south tower–the second tallest building in the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My mother\u2019s question faded. Richard Nixon? Lee Iacocca? Like I could run a country or a corporation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

That summer, I got a job on a construction crew. I used a sledgehammer to knock down old homes to make room for new ones. Two weeks in, I stepped on a nail that went through my boot.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Paul Davis <\/strong>is a prize-winning journalist and Brown University graduate. As a freelance writer and reporter, he has written for large and small newspapers, from the Tampa Tribune to The New York Times. At the Providence Journal, he chaired the newspaper\u2019s in-house writing committee. The Journal submitted his series on the Rhode Island-South Carolina slave trade for a Pulitzer Prize. He helped launch the Historical Writers of America before joining the SCWA board. He lives in Aiken, where he works as a book coach and freelance writer. He is a 2021 Porter Fleming Literary Competition winner for nonfiction.<\/summary>\n

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Read “Lottie<\/a>“<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Paul Davis Issue 16 Flash Nonfiction Mom folded laundry on the top of a dryer in our white ranch house in town. From the window, I could see the yellow lemon tree she\u2019d planted in the front yard years ago. \u201cDo you want to be a politician or a businessman?\u201d she said. She was always asking questions like this: \u201cWould you rather be tall and dumb or short and smart?\u201d  Or \u201cWhat is the meaning of life? Is there one meaning for all, or does it depend on the person?\u201d \u201cPoliticians have a lot of friends,\u201d she said, placing a stack of towels in a plastic basket. \u201cThey can change things. But business owners have money. It\u2019s not true what they say about money. It can buy happiness.\u201d We were neither rich nor powerful. My father worked as a grove foreman, overseeing gangs of migrant workers who pulled oranges from trees outside of town. On holidays, the crew boss\u2014a man with black shiny hair and impossibly clean fingernails\u2014brought my father tamales wrapped in aluminum foil. My father waited until the man started his truck before he threw the food in the trash.  Over the years, my father had learned several Spanish words and phrases. Si, he said loudly. Puedes hablar m\u00e1s despacio? C\u00f3mo est\u00e1s? On weekends he golfed or fished for mackerel in the blue-green waters of the gulf. Sometimes he roped calves in dusty Florida rodeos. Middle-class poor, he lusted after new things: a Jack Nicholas putter, a roping horse raised in Texas, a power boat with a hulking black Evinrude motor. If the rest of the family wanted to join him on his weekend outings, he said fine, just don\u2019t get in the way. On weekdays my mother slept late. My pre-school meals featured Wonder Bread toast and Frosted Flakes. In the summers, she worked on 1,000-piece jigsaw puzzles or planted flowers in her backyard garden. She had a small bookcase in her bedroom, which contained the family Bible, a handful of Frank Yerby novels, and a paperback about the death of Marilyn Monroe. \u201cThey say she was murdered,\u201d my mother said. \u201cThe Kennedys may have killed her. Or the mob.\u201d She shook her head. My mother was beautiful, too, with long, tanned legs and curly brown hair. \u201cPoor girl. She never had a chance.\u201d Politics? Business? In 1971, I wanted only one thing: to escape the jungles of Vietnam. I was an 18-year-old high school senior with a low U.S. draft number. I kept a folded map of the U.S. and Canada in the glove compartment of my beat-up Chevy Nova. The older boys I knew had already come back from the war. They kept guns under their pillows or laughed too loud at bad jokes. JoJo Barwick lived a block over from me. A Viet Cong threw a grenade into his helicopter as he flew into a hot zone. JoJo grabbed it, cocked his pitching arm back, and hurled it. It exploded near his face and tore a piece of his scalp away. You could see the bare spot where an Army doctor stuck a metal plate in his skull. When planes flew over his house, he crawled under his bed. I dated a red-headed girl whose brother went to Vietnam. His name was Robert. After I dated his sister a few times, he pulled me aside and said, \u201cDon\u2019t hurt her. She\u2019s crazy about you. If you hurt her, I\u2019ll come after you.\u201d He told me that he and the other soldiers pissed on the bodies of dead Vietnam fighters. Once, they captured a Vietnamese woman who stabbed someone in the troop with a knife. Some of the men in his unit wanted to shove a grenade launcher between her legs and fire it. He never finished the story. A few months after I stopped dating his sister, Robert tried to kill himself with a rifle. He put the barrel against his neck and tried to pull the trigger with his big toe, but his grip shifted at the last minute. The bullet missed his brain but severed a nerve, and he lost the use of his legs. After a few months, he got a motorized wheelchair, which he drove like a race car on a state road near his trailer. My greatest fear was being maimed. The Viet Cong threw bear traps in pits and covered the openings with branches and grass. They crafted punji sticks, too\u2014sharp, fire-hardened bamboo sticks hidden in holes. If a U.S. soldier stepped on the trap, a bamboo spear would be driven through his foot. At night, I dreamed of blood and tripwires. I froze, my right leg in midair. Which way? The government never called my number. President Nixon started bringing U.S. soldiers home in the wake of anti-war protests. Of course, there were some dark moments that year, the year of questions. The Weather Underground exploded a bomb in the men’s room in the White House. The Knapp Commission investigated police corruption in New York City. My parents broke up. But mostly, the world returned to normal. Intel released the world’s first commercial microprocessor. Disney World built Cinderella’s Castle on swamp and pastureland in Florida. And workers in New York finished the World Trade Center’s south tower–the second tallest building in the world. My mother\u2019s question faded. Richard Nixon? Lee Iacocca? Like I could run a country or a corporation. That summer, I got a job on a construction crew. I used a sledgehammer to knock down old homes to make room for new ones. 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